flu bug

been hit by the flu bug since i came back from the chalet. maybe it is due to the lack of rest over the weeks i had. exams is coming closer and closer and i do not have a sense of urgency. i wonder why? what exactly happened?

thank you darling for accompanying me. whenever i fell sick, i felt terrible and the only thing i would love to do is i would only love to see you because i know you will definitely lighten me up with your cute expressions. so, i felt like being around with you longer because seeing you will make me feel better as time passes which i do not know why and how do you do it but you did it every time.

yue guang shou zha by s.h.e

halloween

today spells the end of staying at home attending lessons being is the last day for E-LEARNING WEEK. been busy for some time and have yet to update my blog.

many events took place for this month. went for halloween horrors at night safari, attended birthday celebration at pasir ris’s costa sands and etc. another mid-term paper coming this week and exam is less than a month away. i think i should be more disciplined and plan my time well. i should be more productive. i should be more productive.

i have seen her tears and those teary eyes. what i’m going to say will be, no man is worth your tears not even me. being the first time seeing her burst in tears i hope will be the last time too. i would never want to make her sad anymore. seeing how heart-broken she was,  i was devastated. now and then, i keep reminding myself of the incident that made her cried. never to repeat those things i did to her again, no more. i love her and seeing her in pain, i felt worst. loved you yesterday, love you today, loving you tomorrow. it’ll never gets any lesser but only even more.

ups and downs

this is how i am going to describe the weeks that i had been through. the ups will be like maths test has ended a week ago,  having my term break now, went to chomp chomp with my darling and friends, been having bubble-milktea sessions with her quite often (talking about it i’m craving for it now), completing most of our “baby”, late night gaming session with my darling and friends at settlers, etc.

the downs will be econs test just around the corner, coming up with cs3251 less than a month’s time, quarrel with my darling over some trivial matters, presentation next week, nus is somehow killing most of my brain cells, etc.

i’m glad we had a small little talk at the carpark. i’m truly happy that i am sharing the same dream with you. let’s embrace this dream and make it come true! what’s really meaningful in life to achieve would be – to have a taste of success which means being successful in life and also to realize the dream of your loved ones.

lollipop by 2ne1.

first test

the first test i took after two years of break. it was rather tough but yet manageable. if i hadn’t been mugging over it those few days ago, i guess i would not make it out alive the lecture hall. sounds scary isn’t it?

well, the journey has just begun. 3 years of such experience will come now and then. as the higher it goes, the level gets tougher. guess i have to buck up and be more responsible towards myself and my family.

well again, study is not everything. we must learn to balance life! learning is part and parcel of life. there’s a lot of things in life but it all depends on what you are pursuing for. dreams, wealth, love, etc. some sacrifice wealth for love and the other way round. some sacrifice dreams for wealth. it all really depends on yourself whether do you believe the sacrifice made was really worth for? would you look back in time regretting the choices you made? life is only once. live it! so be it.

time is of essence. my one week break starts of now. got to start mugging!

king & queen by da mouth.

a relieve

often at times, especially during bad times, hearing the voice of my darling can be a way of relieving myself from troubles and that was what i did today in the afternoon. i called her to tell her that i just want to hear her voice. maybe it sounded silly at first over the phone but it meant a lot to me.

having math mid-term test tomorrow. wish me all the best!

incident

the incident happened today was like a wake-up call to me.  it put me into deep thoughts.

sometimes, you just hurt the people around you without knowing it. worst, if they just kept quiet about it. always bear in mind, words are as sharp as swords. they can hurt easily without you knowing it all. i am not saying everyone is blunt about words but some people really are. so, the best practice would be to ask yourself this question. if you were him, would you want to be treated like this? if the answer is NO, then please do not do it.

i was being told countless times that i was being tactless. i was being told that i care too much. i was being told that i love too much. i was being told i am careless too. maybe i am or yes i am, nevertheless, those are the things make me me. maybe i have put others before me so much that i have neglected to love myself. words often, it hurts so much especially hearing from those people that you love.

if you think i call too much, i will call less. if you think i care too much, i will care less. if you think you are being tied up, i will let you loose. if you think i love you too much, i’m sorry, i could not love you any less because loving you is already part of my life. loving you is all i do to live.

recently, have you try asking around how blissful it is to be loved? have you tried asking others who resent they have not been loved enough?  there are many people out there dying to be loved.

after reading this, are you going to tell yourself that you are grateful that you are being loved?

bus chasing day

i didn’t know why today but all the buses came right on the dot which in turn made me ran all for it.

finally, managed to get a one-to-one exchange of the camera we bought yesterday. it was our first camera. it was kind of cool for it has a front-display LCD that can show what you’re capturing, touch-screen and hell a lot of functions which i couldn’t remember what was what.

today, i couldn’t accompany her for her shopping trip because i’m stuck here with hell a lot of tutorials to complete and lecture to continue. alright, got to continue off where i stopped.

nowadays,  you’re so frequent to my house and it seems that my mom kind of favours you. haha. she invites you now and then which made me think that she fancies you more than her own son. i’ve never seen my mom behaves like that. haha.

here’s a picture of our camera. taken from samsung site.

bangkok trip

here’s our pictures!

bkk sgp

finally we’re back in singapore. 4 days and 3 nights in bangkok city.

we’ve only been to places of shopping. chatuchak, platinum mall, phat phong night market, suan  lum night market, pratunam night market and etc. i’m not very sure of the name of the place but it sounds almost like that. bought lots of stuffs for myself and the same goes for her, of course she has more. shoes, dress, tops, these and that.

it’s been a tiring trip after all with a lot of walking, standing, carrying and short hours of sleep. i’m super glad when each morning arrives because i’ll be having my breakfast buffet where i can eat till my heart’s content. haha.

been missing lectures and quiz for the past week. got to work hard to remake them this week. hope i can still catch up with it. although some lectures and quiz are quite important as few do make up minor percentage of my result but since it’s her wish to go, the loving me just can’t bear to say no and so i fulfill her wishes.

although during the trip i can be so grumpy like an old uncle but you still bear with me. thank you darling! i’m so mean at times. i felt guilty thinking about it. alright, i think we should be thinking about happy times instead. “madam, wholesale price madam, wholesale” “madam, free madam 5 baht only” haha.

pictures will be coming up next.

bomber queen

introducing to you my bomber queen, my future wife who puts me to sleep each night. although we’re miles-miles away but she’ll never fail to put me to sleep each night. you’ll wonder how she did it. it’s by hearing her voice each night that puts me feeling safe and warm.

having the new title doesn’t make any difference in her. it’s still the same old lovely her. being bombed or accidentally bombed in the game bomberman wasn’t actually my fault, blame it on the person i’m playing with. she got me all distracted that i wasn’t really looking into the game. excuses, excuses, excuses you’ll say. haha. i have to admit i’m a weaker opponent compared to you. so bear with it. i think we should increased to 10 rounds.

our birthday is coming. quick quick, what’s your wish?