i am sick and tired with my life! i am tired with the family i lived in. i am tired with the life i am in. i am tired with always taking all the initiatives be it friends or lover. why is it always i am the one taking the initiatives? or is it that i failed to be one of the priorities in your list? well, if that is the case, why should i even bother to place you in mine at all? or maybe i am just too insignificant in your life, whether i am there or not, life still goes on for you, am i right? if i am even a bit important to you, why don’t i see it in your action after all?
promises made but not kept. i really hate those people who practices this. it just shows me another reason that i am simply unimportant to you. now that all these is happening, i know who are the ones i should appreciate and who are the ones i should give up on.
whether you make it into my future, it does not matter anymore because it happens for a reason, my friend! no one really understands me well or should i say, they did not even try at all. i will choose to disappear.
I am sorry if i never take initiative to ask u out at times… sorry..