well, it is either i have too high expectations on people or people just does not know what i really prefers.
these recent weeks, i am so disappointed with the doings of both my mom and dad. they simply have no plans in mind, no goals in life and heading to somewhere where i do not see any future in it. i tried to help them, i tried to advise them but does not seem to work in that way. they just left me with more disappointments in them.
my only wish on my birthday would be the companion of my friends with me. this would be my best birthday gift of all. maybe to some of them, they did not know realize it because i never have mentioned. in my opinion, it is kind of weird to ask people out and the reason to tell them was to celebrate birthday with you. it should be the other way round where people ask you out and give you a surprise. it was saddened by it and decided to head back my hometown.
i was very touched when most of them came back just for me even when one of them was down with trachea infection. felt really sorry for her. they even planned to head to genting but too bad, i came back too late. we had supper instead.
the very next day, we went for dinner at this dining place that served western meals. at the end of it, the waiter brought a cake and i almost mentioned that it is for the wrong table. they bought me a cake and it is my favourite cake, blueberry cake! we head to cafe after which my two friends dedicated and sang me a birthday song. there were a whole lot of people looking at me! i felt embarrassed but in fact, i was really happy that they planned all this without me knowing at all. i really love surprises! they even brought me for a drink and to my surprise, i could drink much more this time. cheers!
they really did lighten and cheered me up. i am really glad for having them around me. birthday is GREAT if only you have GREAT friends to be there to celebrate for you.
