to love or to leave a love

30 07 2009

to love or to leave a love, which is harder? i’m sure you all do already have an answer in your mind right now. so let me whine over here a while. listen to me as i explain.

well, the answer for me would be to leave a love. imagine this… how do you feel seeing your loved one holding another person’s hand? how would you feel seeing your loved one in another person’s embrace? how would you feel seeing your loved one walking down the aisle with another person? so, think again! which one is harder now?

to all those out there, the journey of true love was never easy. so brave up, tough up and be ready to suffer all hardships and complications together. no one is perfect so you can forget all those no arguments-no quarrelling relationships. although there is no perfect relationships but there is almost perfect or near perfect. all it takes is for both of you to give and take. accept another’s weakness and love them as they are. that’s how a true love is being born. love them for who they are! cherish…


that’s when i’ll stop loving you by n*sync.





our neoprint

29 07 2009

somehow, she seems lack of motivation to do certain things.  i was wondering… how could i motivates her back on track? she got me a little worried sometimes but i know she’ll find her way very soon. she’s a very independent girl and somehow in one way or another, she motivates me in return. she inspires me! whenever i feel i’m lost, she’ll be there to turn me around. somehow, i’m thankful for having her.

this is the latest taken neoprint of us!





meetup

28 07 2009

a short meetup for dinner with friends together with my girlfriend. took our second neoprint today! did a lot of funny actions and next time we shall plan our actions beforehand. i really wished i had more money. at least i can shop shop and shop. lack of tees, pants, jeans. almost everything! haha. should i or shouldn’t i get an ipod?


if i could by babyface.





quality vs quantity

27 07 2009

somehow i came to realise that the quality of each outing is more important than the quantity of the outings. we chat, we laughed at each other’s jokes, we listen to each other’s happenings for the week and etc.  things went really well. i love the time being with you. i love to look at you every moment i can like people always say, always seize the moment. i’m totally mesmerised by you! never would i want to take my eyes off you. haha.

today is the first time we had ice-cream together. i don’t remember any before but only deserts. yours green apple + cookies and cream and mine mango yogurt + tiramisu. something funny happened at the cinema today but only you and i shall know. *secret* still want to ask me if there are anymore things on the floor? you know i have standard answers. haha.  i know days ahead i’ll be busy but i would definitely love to spend some valuable time with you for you’re the only i would love to share my life with.

lastly, i love the love i have. i love you!


way back into love. our love song.





touch

23 07 2009

this touch is not touched feeling i’m talking about. this touch is merely a physical contact with another person. have you ever touch the person that you love? holding hands is consider a touch. have you ever try closing your eyes and touching each other’s faces? have you give ever pinch him/her? have you ever give a light friendly beat to each other? did you gave a massage to him/her on his/her shoulders or neck? have you ever played with his/her hands? sometimes, a touch can go to great miles of healing a soul. so, what are you waiting for? do consider giving one when you see each other the next time. touch can be any form of physical contact with another person.

i really want to try closing my eyes and touch her face. wonder how would it feel? she would definitely blame me for not cleaning my hand if she has pimples on her face later. haha.


i find this mv is nice. enjoy!





an jing le – lyrics

22 07 2009

the lyrics that you wanted.

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
Zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
There’s only the violin left to stand here with me

夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
Meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The marriage between us that I’ve always dreamt of

卻成了 單人結婚進行曲
Que cheng le chan ren jie hun jin xing qu
Has become the tune of someone walking down the aisle alone

在這場愛情角力的拔河裡 愛我還是愛你
Zai zhe chang ai qing jiao li de ba he li Ai wo hai shi ai ni
In this love tug-of-war, to love me or to love you

你選擇了自己
Ni xuan ze le zi ji
You chose yourself

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的
Sa jiao de, ke ai de, nu ren de, ai ku de,
Poutingly, Cutely, Girlishly, Loving to cry

照片裡 曾經的都是你喜歡的

zhao pian li, ceng jing de, dou shi ni xi huan de
All the photos contains memories that you like

如今我還在原地 你卻走回你的記憶
Ru jin wo hai zai yuan di Ni que zou hui ni de ji yi
Till today I’m still at the starting point, but you have already walked back into your memories

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
Ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo Jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I loved you too much, so much so that it’s drowning you

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
Ni hai pa xing fu duan zhan yi miao jiu beng luo
You’re scared that happiness will ebb after only a second

分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
Fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo Rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Breaking up is a form of relief; it allows you to think through carefully

我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我
Wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong Ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Can you give me that life that I want

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
Ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo Jue bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I gave you too much, that you couldn’t give me anything

分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
Fen bu qing qi qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Can’t tell between fervour, promises, eternity or temptation

愛情是一道傷口
Ai qing shi yi dao shang kou
Love is like a wound

我們各自苦痛
Wo men ge zi ku tong
Let’s endure the pain ourselves

沉默是我最後溫柔
Chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou
What is my final act of gentleness

是因為我太愛你
Shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Is because I love you too much

只剩下鋼琴陪我站在這裡
zhi sheng xia gang qin pei wo zhan zai zhe li
There’s only the violin left to stand here with me

夢想中屬於我們的婚禮
meng xiang zhong shu yu wo men de hun li
The marriage between us that I’ve always dreamt of

安靜了 在我枕邊的夢裡
an jing le zai wo zhen bian de meng li
Has been silenced in my night-long dream

我知道相愛原本就不容易
wo zhi dao xiang ai yuan ben jiu bu rong yi
I know that mutual love is not easy from the start

愛不是1加1
ai bu shi yi jia yi
Love is not just one plus one

努力就有結局
nu li jiu you jie ju
You won’t always get results even if you work hard

撒嬌的 可愛的 黏人的 愛哭的
sa jiao de ke ai de nian ren de ai ku de
Poutingly, Cutely, Girlishly, Loving to cry

照片裡 曾經的都是愛著你的
zhao pian li ceng jing de dou shi ai zhe ni de
From all the photos we’ve taken it can be seen how much I once loved you

臉頰的淚還溫熱 卻沒有人握我的手
lian jia de lei hai wen re que mei you ren wo wo de shou
The tears on my cheeks are still warm, yet there’s no one holding my hand

你說我愛你太多 就快要把你淹沒
Ni shuo wo ai ni tai duo Jiu kuai yao ba ni yan mo
You said I loved you too much, so much so that it’s drowning you

你害怕幸福短暫一秒就崩落
Ni hai pa xing fu duan zhan yi miao jiu beng luo
You’re scared that happiness will ebb after only a second

分開是一種解脫 讓你好好的想過
Fen kai shi yi zhong jie tuo Rang ni hao hao de xiang guo
Breaking up is a form of relief; it allows you to think through carefully

我想要的那片天空 你是不是能夠給我
Wo xiang yao de na pian tian kong Ni shi bu shi neng gou gei wo
Can you give me that life that I want

你說我給你太多 卻不能給我什麼
Ni shuo wo gei ni tai duo Jue bu neng gei wo shen me
You said I gave you too much, that you couldn’t give me anything

分不清激情 承諾 永恆或迷惑
Fen bu qing qi qing cheng nuo yong heng huo mi huo
Can’t tell between fervour, promises, eternity or temptation

愛情是一道傷口
Ai qing shi yi dao shang kou
Love is like a wound

我們各自苦痛
Wo men ge zi ku tong
Let’s endure the pain ourselves

沉默是我最後溫柔
Chen mo shi wo zui hou wen rou
What is my final act of gentleness

是因為我太愛你
Shi yin wei wo tai ai ni
Is because I love you too much





movielorn

22 07 2009

sometimes, it often left me wonder… did i love movies because she loves it or am i really into movies? the answer is simply… for me to know and for you to find out! haha. not only movies, there are other things as well. people always say, you will tend to love the things that your other half love. i guess it’s true by now. i never really like bubble tea but look at me now, i’m like an addict. haha. i just simply love it! don’t ask me why. so you see, love changes everything. be it good or bad. love affects everyone in some or another way. isn’t it amazing?

i’m glad to have her by myside today. it’s been days since i last saw her. people quarreled because they want to be understood by the other. we quarreled because we want to be understand by each other. i will give in because i love you. tell me how to be the man you desire, tell me how to be the man that you love and i will love you with all my heart.


jiu shi ai ni by david tao.

harry potter

harry potter

obsessed

obsessed





day 5

21 07 2009

today’s the last day. hope she’ll call. hope i can hear her voice soon. hope!


ni hai ai wo ma by jolin tsai.





day 4

20 07 2009

no matter what your decision is, i’ve already made mine. i can’t wait to get another new laptop. hope there’s good bargain this coming friday. bye bye ibm! welcome whatever-laptop-you-are! haha.


this i promise you by n*sync.


shuo hao de xing fu ne by jay chou.





day 3

19 07 2009

suddenly there’s a crave for prawn noodles. so, i went to have a bowl of prawn noodles. i still think the best was at dover road. why it’s the best if you would ask? it’s because i’m having it with you!