zodiac 2009

although it might be late to put this up but it’s never too late to compare the first half of the year to see the accuracy of these predictions. see it and compare it now. Zodiac_2009

little sadness

just like what i have expected. never have i been so lucky before receiving anything good from a letter. so, as usual, my application for scholarship was rejected. lucky draw never lucky at all. i did applied bursary before and it never succeed as well. so, what does this mean? do i have to stop believing in all these free money or actually, in this world there’s no free money at all. should be the latter.

wanted to share this little sadness with someone. life like’s this. it’s not that i’m not qualified to be admitted into local university that i have to go private, but it’s my family financial doesn’t allows me to do that. thanks again, dad. you’re the world worst’s dad. you have just ruin part of my life. i hate you!

stitch & angel

just to share. it takes two to love, two to embrace, two to hold…

60 seconds

i just exchanged 1 minute of your time into 60 seconds of happiness. happy? you frowned about not getting the one that you want. so now i got all of it, how about that? am i still not the best yet? haha. i know i know. although best is just a line away from good, i know i stil have long way to go. i believe i’m still at the top rank of the chart of doing-unimaginable-unpredictable-things. haha. what can i do? i love you!

you are

my daily dose of happiness. the thought of work had put me thinking of the times i’ll get to spend with you. it’ll definitely be lesser but i hope i can make the best out of it. for our future, i think i need to put in more effort. i think i’ll need to start making plans ahead. i will need your help on that as i always believe you are better in making good plans.

everything is all you would have wanted but if you asked me, the only thing i ever want is you. since then, it’s my obligations to make you happy, never sad, always cheerful, ever glad.

i am not a person who’s good in smiling so do remind me to smile often. i am not a person who’s good in talking so forgive me if there was silence. i am not a person who’s good in planning so do give me a helping hand. although i’m not good in smiling, talking or even planning but i know above all, i love you still. ever as in forever. ever as in till end of time.

yue lai yue ai by fei lun hai.

couple tee

thank you, darling!

our rings

i’m super delighted today. we bought our first pair of rings together. i’ve been wanted to do this for such a long time ago and finally, today i’ve did it. we even got the rings engraved but what’s engraved? it’s for us to know and for you to find out. haha. i really love the ring very much although not as much as the owner of the other ring but… much.

thanks for accompanying me to watch those movies. i know it’s kinda bored but you just put it up with me. thanks! you had finally taste the beancurd that you’ve been craving for and today, i’ve ordered something new. fresh milk ice shave with pearls. somehow it seems that pearls have infested the whole bowl. haha. i prefer the beancurd that you ordered and you can have mine.

i love being close to you for i can smell the sweet scent of perfume of yours. it’s sweet and tempting. haha. ~ just like me, they long to be, close to you~ the carpenters, close to you.

guilty

“if loving you with all my heart’s a crime, then i’m guilty” – song by blue.

would you if you could? would you submit to your fear or endure a pain for a blessing in return? i would. i always loathed bathing in cold water or should i say i’m always afraid of it. the coldness of the water will pierce right through your skin to your bone. the thought of it will make me shivering every time but not anymore. i’ve put myself to a give for i know life there’s always giving and taking. i will bath in cold water be it rain or shine, be it the cold morning or the freezing night in return of blessings for her.

i wish i could do more,
doing all to make you believe,
i wish i could give more,
giving all you never had,
i wish i could love more,
loving you with all i have,
i just wish i could …

nowadays, i miss you a lot. i am thinking a lot!

guilty by blue.

beancurd tart

you said you missed the bean curd back in malaysia. i guess there’s no way i could have bought it back for you so i am left without a choice but to find a replacement – bean curd tarts. haha. apparently, it tasted quite good. i love the crust and the filling was so yummy. i am glad she love it too! hope your parents love it too.

ever since you told your dreams, it has become my dreams too! i want to make all your dreams come true because you’ve made mine. are you wondering when you did? it’s the day you came into my life! you’re my dream come true.

i love you!

two of us

only the two of us, i love to have such time with you. those small little talk sessions we had, i appreciate it a lot. it allows me to understand you better. i will put in mind those that you mentioned yesterday. i am glad too for you found something unique in me. i want to be someone who is irreplaceable.

these few days, been to a lot of birthday celebrations and met quite a few of your friends. i am happy to know most of them.

starting of a new month, i hope everything goes well and smoothly for you. i will always be by your side to walk with you through all the ups and downs. so, don’t worry! just talk to me. lastly, there can be so many reasons why i fell for you but all came down to a reason, i love you for you are you when you are with me and i am myself when i am with you. i love you!

jiu shi ai ni by david tao.