my parents are a good example for those who had bad planning in life. they simply can’t make anything goes right. i wonder, did they ever learnt their lesson yet? maybe they’re too slow to understand or too blind to see. things are getting out of hands and soon, it’ll be messy. maybe then they’ll understand what’s life is all about. they just have never thought for their future. no planning. no nothing. then they dragged us down just like that. i wonder what’s on their mind. do they even thought to work for our future? i’m so tired bringing this matter over and over again. it just never ends. they just never learn. i wish they will wake up now! wake up your idea, mom & dad. think hard. think deep. show me that you actually thought about us, me and my bro. show me that you’re actually fulfilling your duty as a parent to us. show me, don’t disappoint me again. i’m losing faith in both of you. if this carries on, i will handle the matter in my own hand. i’m envious with other parents. why me?