not well

27 09 2008

i was feeling unwell. first with my throat which i couldn’t even swallow any hard food or else i’ll feel a sharp pain at the left side of it. then, i was landed with this calamity where i’ve got to clean my bowels at least a few times. toilet has became my favourite place since. so far, i’ve been visiting toilets at least three times by now. my goodness! what a day.

the end of september is coming. left with exactly 3 more days to go. a new month is coming, october. we’re at the last quarter of the year and this spells that the end of the year is coming. i just can’t wait!





one step at a time

23 09 2008

i don’t mind if it takes forever to reach to you so as long i know i’m going to reach you; at least you’re not unreacheable. i’m enjoying each moment with you, even things might go really slow between us but i’m savouring each and every seconds of it. no matter what you put me through, i’ll bear with it because i know that’s your game and i want to be your only player.

sometimes, i know you make times hard for me because that’s you! i understand the game that i’m playing and the reason you’re doing it. good things don’t come easily, ya? patient is the key and time is all i have for you. you just knew that i’ll never reject or say no to your request and yes, it’s true. why? because i know the key to you being happy lies with me. if i don’t, who will?

i like the way care about me, the way you show your concern. i love the way you reach out to me, the way you talk to me everyday. i treasure the moments we’ve got together, moments that has been swirling around my mind now and then. i look forward to each day because i know you’re looking forward to it too. loved you yesterday, love you still, always have, always will.

surprises come in ways that you wouldn’t imagine. now, don’t imagine at all! if you could, what’s left to surprise? the days are drawing closer to the end of the month. now, guess what’s the last surprise i have for you? i ain’t going to tell you. you either guess or be patient now! one step at a time.

ever thine, ever mine, ever ours.





Jay Chou – Shi Jie Mo Ri

21 09 2008

Verse 1

想笑来伪装掉下的眼泪
xiang xiao lai wei zhuang diao xia de yan lei
Want to laugh to disguise the tears that’s flowing

点点头承认自己会怕黑
dian dian tou cheng ren zi ji hui pa hei
Nod my head to admit that I’m afraid of the dark

我只求 能借一点的时间来陪
wo zhi qiu neng jie yi dian de shi jian lai pei
I only wish that you can spare some time for me

你却连同情都不给
ni que lian tong qing dou bu gei
But you don’t even give me the slightest sympathy

想哭 来试探自己麻痹了没 是
xiang ku lai shi tan zi ji ma bi le mei
Want to cry to see if I’m dead with out emotion yet

全世界 好象只有我疲惫
quan shi jie hao xiang zhi you wo pi bei
It’s like in the whole world I’m the only one who’s exhausted

无所无所谓 反正难过就敷衍走一回
wu suo wei fan zheng nan guo jiu fu yan zou yi hui
Doesn’t matter, because even if I’m down I can ignore my senses and just get it over and done with

但愿绝望和无奈远走高飞
dan yuan jue wang he wu nai yuan zou gao fei
Just wish that desperation will go away
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our birthday

7 09 2008

her 21, mine 22. i gave her surprises in all the way. she gave me surprises too. most of all, i love the gifts she gave me and the time she spent with me. how i wish i can freeze the time and rewind it over and over again so that i can feel the seconds of blissfulness over and over again. Read the rest of this entry »





surprise!

2 09 2008

everyone loves surprises, don’t we? i’m a big fan of surprises. i love being surprised at all the times. for this coming birthday, i’m as usual been waiting to be surprised too. surprises comes in good and bad. those bad ones we called accidents. haha. often than not, if you’re going to give people surprises, be prepared to be surprised too. think about it and you should know what i mean. Read the rest of this entry »