cycling @ east coast park.

yesterday was cloudy. it was a wonderful day to cycle. my friends and i were happy cycling our day away. haha. 2 hours for 5 dollars and a bottle of drink free? that’s the offer and we accepted it. haha. we reached till the end and cycled all the way back to return our bikes. went for a dinner and they proceed on with ktv and we proceed on home. a free shuttle bus to sengkang mrt. we took it and we arrived at compass point approximately 30 minutes later. went for a walk and grabbed some bites at old chang kee. the soya ice-cream was nice. that was mr hong’s treat. we took mrt home.

point of recovering.

good news are here! both of the patients are recovering. they were both discharged yesterday. quite glad and happy for them. i’ll still wish for good health for both of them and recover soon. i’m afraid of getting news about people that i know admitted to hospital. it might be for some simple matters but to me, i’ll still be worried. it’s in my past. my bad memories about hospital.

my graduation attire.

i’ve collected my grad attire. did it together along with my friends. although the weather was quite bad but it was never bored. it’s because i’m with them. haha. my polymates. we got wet, cold and shivering. had a short stay at mcd and a pool session. on the way home, the bus broke down. haha. first time. nevertheless, today is a great day!

i’m sad.

i scolded my own dad. i just couldn’t take this anymore. i can’t bear to see that he’s still living everyday as though nothing had happened. i told him the words that i’ve always wanted to say. quite hurting but i really want to awaken him. my tears were falling. nevertheless, he is still my dad. i just couldn’t bear with the financial problems i had since i was very young. i was holding onto this burden all these while. i had to worry about it. we had to worry about it. never would we had peace for a moment, not worrying about anything and enjoyed a happy life. he broke all this. he broke his promises. he broke our hearts. he failed his own family. he failed himself. i hate him.

presentation @ SP.

today the presentation was fine. just a little of re-packaging of the whole idea. i’m happy with the works done by the two new members. they are good. real good. i’m very glad they came out a few of the interfaces and the last-minute of re-packaging the whole presentation. although the time-spent was short but was worthwhile. our effort is not wasted. lecturers was giving ideas, students giving comments and comments from our own team members. i felt great. i’m glad i chose imagine cup.

my last day.

yea! finally is over. today can be considered as my last day although tomorrow is my official day. haha. now, i have to concentrate on another task. imagine cup presentation is tomorrow and i haven’t prepared anything yet. i’m so dead. i’m feeling sick. first, i’m sick of my home. second, i’m sick of my life. now, my own home is just a place where i can stay and get shelter from sun and rain. that’s all. in it, there’s no warmness but only can feel the coldness. i’m beginning to feel odd staying here. i’m beginning to dislike here. life? i failed to control my own life. it’s bringing miseries.

get well soon.

hey, heard your great news and here, i’m going to congratulate you. haha. give me a free ride ok? haha. recently quite a few people has been hospitalized. hope they will get well soon. last day. 7 more hours to go. haha.

good luck to you.

tomorrow is my friend’s driving test. hope everything goes well for him. all the best from me to you. today, i had a bad headache. the queue wasn’t that bad but i’m already fed up with the customers. maybe i wasn’t in a good condition today. anyway, i didn’t like that job. 2 more days. cheers!

get well soon.

we went to visit her. she cried. guess she was being over-worried. well, i believe she’ll be fine. it reminds me of my aunt. i miss her and i’m worried about her too. hope i can drop by to see her soon. wait for me, will you? feeling a little tired today. moody i should say. this is because accumulations of problems, worries and tiredness. i didn’t had enough rest since then. heart sanked with problems. feel like escaping.

it’s confusing.

you’re going for your feelings but are your feelings right? how am i suppose to know? haha. have a brave and daring heart, filled with confidence and ask; you’ll know. i’m starting to realize. i don’t like to be alone. especially when i’m troubled, i need a companion. a special friend whom i can share all my thoughts freely, someone whom i can share my burden with. someone who can give me a hug when i’m dead tired. someone who tries to understand. someone who plays piano to soothe me when i’m sad. someone out there whom i’m still waiting. when will you come? i’ve been waiting and believing. are you a dream?

mv: zhuan shu tian shi by tank.