is tough but …

i cannot deny that to love a person is tough in some way. it is tough in understanding a person thoroughly in and out, it is even tougher to accept and to love all his/her behaviours and ways of approaches at things but nevertheless, it is the LOVE that carries you on and on to love the person even more. it is the LOVE that enables you to understand the person even more as days passes by, enables you to accept and to love all his/her ways of life as time passes by.

i had to say it is tough to love you but i know you felt the same way too, it is hard for you to love me but nevertheless, no matter how tough it is or it will be, i would not stop loving you. these few days you are rather grumpy. i hope those colourful muffins will brighten up your day! =) i love you!

bai fen bai by guo jing.

what is the feeling  of having you to lean on my chest? what is the feeling of us embracing in arms together? what is the feeling of we kissing each other on the lips? what is the feeling …

downhill

it feels like  my love life is going downhill. nothing seems to be right! the more i think of making it right, eventually i made it even worse. devastated i am. trying to salvage it out but eventually all turn sour. felt useless!

thought of helping you out in the farm but i accidentally kicked you out of the game. thought of wearing something nice so that it’s matching with yours but never knew i made a nuisance of myself. though of knowing your in-out schedule so i won’t be calling or finding you at the wrong time but never knew i intruded your privacy, your life!

am i really a pest? i felt i am. pestering you and your life! i am sorry.

我知道相愛原本就不容易
wo zhi dao xiang ai yuan ben jiu bu rong yi
I know that mutual love is not easy from the start

愛不是1加1
ai bu shi yi jia yi
Love is not just one plus one

努力就有結局
nu li jiu you jie ju
You won’t always get results even if you work hard

an jing le by s.h.e

in the middle

i am in the middle of my thoughts, separated between e-commerce option and information system option? which should i pursue? which is the right pathway? interest versus recognition? what should i do? sometimes, i really do hope i can share this with someone but often it is hard to find such person given the time and the place. in the end, i am all left with me, myself and i. i shall find a solution soon! =) cheer up, jimmy!

adidas shoes versus ipod? which one should i get for myself this coming Christmas present?

muzik by 4minutes.

surprise

thanks for dropping by suddenly. it was really a pleasant surprise! i am delighted! thanks for inviting me over for the dinner as well. i love home-cooked food you know! =) but it is bad to always hang out over at your place. i think it will give your parents a bad impressions after all right?

you and i by park bom(2ne1)

addiction

addiction to k-pop! catchy tunes…

boring life! today the whole day i’m stuck at home completing my maths tutorial. integration is driving me crazy. can’t imagine how will i able to cope as the level of maths getting harder. what doesn’t kills you makes you strong! =) i guess i have to tell myself, “I LOVE MATHS!”

exams are coming! coming to haunt you and me! =)

honey by kara.

loneliest

the loneliest heart of all is the heart …

longing for love.

612 xing qiu by she.

love is

like having dark chocolate – bittersweet.

always by your side by da mouth.

hectic times

addicted with korean pop. the songs and tunes are catchy. at times, when i’m bored and sleepy, these songs are the ones that keep my fighting spirit high. at least, they will keep me awake! and it is true! now it’s going to 3 am in the morning and i’m still awake. no choice but have to stay this late to finish up with assignments and to cope up with studies. oh my! oh my! so much work left undone. how am i going to finish it? haha. let me whine for a while.

when i was just a little boy, i always wonder what would i be? will i be mugger? (yes i am now) will i be rich? (if only you stop mugging) guess what she said to  me? …

mister by kara.

care less

if only i could care less, maybe things will be better for everyone. sometimes, being caring and thoughtful can be tiring too because it takes effort and time. it’s the extra initiative that you put in to people. it’s the extra attention you pay towards certain people. it get worse if your extra attention wasn’t well appreciated and being treated negatively by some people. be it in work or life, being unappreciated is the worst thing you’ll ever feel after all the effort. after all, it was you your own self who’s left to be blame because it was you who chose to care and concern for people. i’m beginning to hate myself.

i don’t care by 2ne1.

19.5 / 30

that was i have for my econs mid-term. the average is 21.85 and this shows that i am below average. i am disappointed obviously.