day 1

my phone never rang today. my room, my table, my bed is filled with those little things that reminds me of her. let me describe.

-the walking stitch on my table.
-the small brown bride bar on my table.
-the teddy bear with my name beside my bed.
-the stitch and angel on my table.
-the black adidas watch on my table.
-the black rabbit handphone strap on my table.
-the pink piggies handphone holder on my book shelves.
-the handphone strap on my handphone.
-the precious moment figurine on my table.
-…

we’re having a little break for the moment.

quan shi jie dou ting le dian by tank.

give in

i always give in for i dote on you. seeing your happy faces worth a lot more than anything else in the world. your smiling faces is something i always think of wherever i go. even when i sleep, imagining your smile will make me smile even when i’m asleep. so, goodnight darling! *hugs and kisses*

zhuan shu tian shi by tank.

cycling

we went to ecp to cycle today. fuh~ it was so tiring yet joyful! she was playing around – making those abrupt movement, swaying to one side, stopping the pedals. oh, by the way we’re cycling a two-man-bicycle. it was hard at first being the first time trying it out but it gets easier as we get used to the coordination and all. haha. it was a great day, darling! i really appreciate a short getaway from all my problems. i was in the moment of can’t-breathe but you pull me through. thank you so much!

i really love this song very much. not only the lyrics but because it’s the first chinese song that i learnt to sing. easy, simple and meaningful. darling, i dedicate this song to you!

yong qi by guang liang.

love & support

in the darkest hours, these are all i ever need. i needed your love, support and especially encouragement. heaps of trouble are coming my way! i do not understand what it meant but i know it’ll never stop. it keeps beating me down. it seems “they” are happy to see me beaten badly and fell to the ground. i’ll never give up! i will get up again. life is hitting me hard!

thank you for your love and support, darling. i know you’ve done your best in helping me out financially. i know your limits and i expected this to happen. i never blame you. it’s just my life.

thankful for meeting you by bosco and myolie.

closer to me

today marks the end of this week. another week had just pass me by. wasn’t really a good week for a lot of unhappy things took place this week. had a few quarrels with my other half. cut my finger. long working hours with long queue of people for food. prolonged hunger that almost lead to fainting.

it’s been months now since we’re together. though we have a lot of differences, i am trying to overcome it. i believe tolerance and understanding will definitely overcome our differences. do give me some time. people are imperfect. giving up is never an option! instead, we should try our best to overcome it. “We came to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.” i hope our love will guide us the right way for each other. never give up!

i had a great time today. thank you, darling! i know you’ve tried your best to spend your time with me and i really appreciate it. did i manage my umbrella well this time? i love the song below. meaningful!

mian bao de qi wei by ariel lin.

couple tee

we bought another couple tee today. see the picture below and you’ll see. caught transformers today. it was a very exciting show. i think it’s much better than its first part. should watch! there’s a huge crowd today at cinema. people are busy getting tickets, basically packed is the word.

few more days and she’ll kiss goodbye to her work. let me wish all the best to her and i hope all her effort will not go in vain. let’s pray together that she will get what she had hoped for! JIA YOU, LOVELLE! LOVELLE, JIA YOU!

today we didn’t manage to take neoprint although i really wanted it. we didn’t have enough time today. let’s take it the next time we get there.

paycheck

just had my first paycheck yesterday from my workplace. this week was hell of a week because heaps of troubles took place in a few occassion and spread over several days. cut my finger, unbaked food, dropped food, etc. am i clumsy? i hope not because how can i take good care of someone i love? haha. don’t worry! i will handle you with care. haha.

everyday, i just hope time passes faster and that’s it and we call it a day. i can’t wait for each day to pass by and i’m definitely looking forward to weekend because i get to spend a day with my darling and also because that’s the only day which i’m not working. haha. nowadays i’ve been concentrating on working, let’s hope i didn’t neglected her. i will try to make time for you.

you know what? i would love to see you or hear from you at the start of the day and the same goes at the end of the day before i goes to slumber. i wonder… i wonder how my life would be like when we live together and when will it come? let’s hope it’ll come by sooner.

neoprint

our first ever neoprint. haha. it’s been a while for us to take neoprint. she took hers was like ages ago and mine was like years ago. so, we’re like kinda don’t-know-what-to-do-and-what’s-next. haha.

just want you to know, you don’t have to feel bad for everything i’ve done because if you do, you’re telling me to stop loving you which is something i won’t. i love you and i do and i’ll give you everything that i could because you deserves the best. although i’m not able to give you diamond or pearls, not in the moment but i have more than that to give, i’ll give you my world and everything.

darling, i love to have photos taken with you. i love your sweet smile. totally mesmering! thank you for all that you’ve done. i know you’ve did your best. love me, love you.

karaoke

this is the first time ever i’ve spent from midnight till morning doing it – karaoke. i’m not good in singing therefore i don’t have a lot of songs to sing. in addition, i can’t read chinese and that makes it worse. haha. still, i enjoyed the session because i’m with … her! haha. this is the first time that i ever hear her voice, i mean singing. her sweet little voice. oh, i can still remember till now although it was days ago. she loved ktv session because she can really sing and she don’t feel tired at all while i’m all beaten up, voice coarsening already. now, i know what’s her favourite.

yesterday, she bought me a watch. now, we have a pair of couple watches. hers is white with gold frame and mine’s black with gold frame. guess what! it’s adidas!!! my favourite. wanted to have one long ago… thank you darling!

the best

darling, you deserves the best! if that will makes you happy, so be it. i hope you’ll love it and that’ll be my first-ever gift to you with my first-pay. although i earn hard for it but i want to make it something special to you. something memorable which you can wrote in your diary – my first ever gift from his first-pay.

our lives revolves around many obstacles and i hope we’ll brave it through together. i know i wouldn’t have done it without you. cheer me up as you always do. loving you like i always do. stay happy!